A/N Fifty shades belongs to E.L. James this story is all mine!
Thanks to my Twitter friends for you kinky suggestions, I may have used some... I also have to give credit to my hubby for one line, you might spot it, it's not one I'd have written! Thanks for all the lovely reviews hope you like the next one... As always
Enjoy...
I sob until it hurts. I have no tears left, my body has become devoid of all emotion. I get up from the floor and head to the cupboard, I pull out my possessions and shove them in my little red suitcase. My mission here has been accomplished, it's time to go home. Mum will know what to do. I zip the case shut and leave the key with the landlord downstairs. I trudge out the door and walk up the street. I keep my head down as I'm in no mood to be polite. My eyes are burning in the fresh air and my head feels like it's going to explode, but none of that matters. Mum will make me better. I walk and walk, not really knowing where I'm going, only having a vague familiarity with Seattle. I'm looking for the airport, I should have got a taxi and now I'm lost. My inner sense of numbness is beginning to retract and the pain is too much. I drop onto a bench. It feels comforting and familiar and calms me again. I raise my head and look around. I'm at the park where we had our picnic! I recall that day with joy only to feel the weight of his rejection pile onto me again.
"... Well I'm sorry I can't stand here and watch you wallow in self pity anymore, you don't even look at me! Do I repulse you that much? Do you want me to go? Your pushing me out out and anytime I try to find out why no one wants to talk to me! FUCK! Christian?! Are you even listening to me? I need to know what you want and I'm gonna stand here until you tell me!"
The bastard let me stand there for an hour before staring directly into my eyes
"Fuck off Ana" no emotion, no explanation, nothing!
"Fine I'll go pack now then. Good bye Christian. I still love you" nothing. He can see the tears streaming down my face but there is no reaction. I head upstairs and pack.
"I'm going now." I lean forward to place a gentle kiss on his cheek and he recoils from me.
That was the moment I realised I'd lost him.
"Here" I'm dragged back to the here and now and see a handkerchief being waved at me.
"Thanks" I gratefully accept it from the stranger. I dry my eyes, again, wondering how my body can produce quite so many tears. I look at the man that has sat beside me. It's Ethan!
"Ethan?"
"Hi Ana" he looks at me with pity like I have a dead relative.
"Why are you here did you follow me? Doesn't your little bitch need you?"
"Ana, I get your emotional so I'm gonna ignore that last part, and she's fine by the way, just a black eye. Hell yeah I followed you, I saw the state you were in leaving Mia's! Ana you are on missing persons reports both here and at home, everyone is trying to find you Steele and here you are alone, when there is no need to be!"
"I couldn't call, then you'd find me! I has issues to resolve with miss grey that was more important"
"Really Ana? SERIOUSLY? Kate is beside herself, your Mum has been making pleas on the news, she even came here Ana! She's staying with Grace in Bellevue. I'll take you to her now if you want"
"No. I'm going home, I never want to see another Grey so long as I live! I'm done with the drama, I'm done with the emotional rollercoaster, I'm just done Ethan. I'm tired and I have a plane to catch if you'll excuse me."
I stand and Ethan lets me pass. He looks upset but he'll get over it. I walk and walk trying in vain to find the airport, I end up at a bus stop. I wait, just my luck no busses are due for another hour. The day is slipping by and I know that Ethan will have told everyone where I am and where I'm heading. It starts to rain, the rain that soaks through all your clothes instantly. I'm drenched and my hair is stuck to my head. My suitcase doesn't look like it's holding up well either, that'll teach me not to buy cheap luggage! It's slowly getting darker. I take a good look around, this does not look like the friendliest neighbourhood to be in after dark! I grab my sodden case and trundle on in the rain. I decide to try to get back into the heart of the city where there will be lots of people and I'll blend in a bit better. I walk at an almost frantic pace when I notice out the corner of my eye that I'm being followed! It's about 200 yards behind me and its definitely tailing me. I put my head down and pick up my pace so that I'm almost jogging with my case bashing along behind me. I twist and turn up and down side streets in between buildings yet this car is always there. I stop at the first high-rise I come to. I sit on top of my suitcase on the pavement outside. There are lots of people milling about and the car appears to have gone. Once I've caught my breath I head to the nearest bus stop. I look at the timetable there is one due in five minutes that will take me to SeaTac. I glance about at my surroundings. They seem familiar. Across the road is a large tower block, it looks like an office complex. It looks like it's entirely made of glass and it shipments in the moonlight, the name is etched across the impressive front doors, I can't read it from here. I squint my eyes trying to make it out but I really can't. I see a fleet of black Audi people carriers pull up outside the building. An attractive blonde holds the door open. Two older women get out the first car, they have their arms linked together, they stride through the doors the next car contains a young couple, he is tall and muscular and she has flame red hair that I would recognise anywhere. I sit frozen to the spot, knowing where I am and who is about to emerge from the final vehicle. He stands tall, broad and muscular. He has a cane and is still every ounce the Adonis. I can feel the chemistry we have crackling through the air between us, every hair on my body is standing up. I want to jump up and run over to him, but I won't. Just as I think he's about to turn around my bus comes, I can't be here, the pain of seeing him lances through me. I jump aboard and pay my money. I sit down and look out of the window. He catches my eye barely for a second and then he's gone.
The bus trundles slowly through the streets of Seattle. It's taking every ounce of strength I have not to jump up and stop the bus. I can do this, I can leave. I feel my hand hitting the stop button before I even realise I've done it. I grab my case and run back towards Grey House. The cars are gone and the place is eerily quiet. I didn't imagine it, I know I'm not going mad! I stop outside the door and contemplate my next move. Mum and Kate are in there, they won't let anything happen to me. It's not as if my life could get any worse, unless of course, he rejects me in front of everyone, that would top the misery I'm in right now. I hesitate and step back. The door swings open
"We've been waiting for you Miss Steele" she smiles the fake blonde bimbo smile. I know she must have a brain but she sure is playing the dumb blonde to perfection.
"Yeah...sure you have!" I can't help it sarcasm runs through my veins.
"If you'd follow me"
"Erm, no, sorry, I made a mistake, I have to go" I go to grab my bag but it's gone, I bet Taylor took it, damn that man! He's too bloody sneaky!
"Where exactly? Where is more important than here? Your mother is beside herself upstairs, your best friend has barely slept for a week and you boyfriend needs you so where do you have to go that's more fucking important than that Ana? I'd love to know!" Elliott's voice booms around the vast lobby.
"My boyfriend? I don't have one Elliot didn't you hear, he dumped me, and as for Kate and mum I hardly think here is an appropriate place!"
"Then explain this to me Ana, why are you here?" I don't know! Why am I here? I look up at Elliot confused as hell I can see I'm not leaving, he can see I'm not leaving, but I can't seem to move forwards either.
"I don't know" he grabs my hand and pulls me into the lift. I try to fight my way out but I'm exhausted and hungry and still very wet. I stop fighting him and he holds me tightly in his embrace.
"Christian is a dick sometimes Ana but he loves you. You leaving pulled him back from wherever he went. He has been searching for you, Taylor has been all over the country looking and we find you through Ethan? And even then it's that first wee temper of yours that gets you caught. Mia's fine by the way"
"Yeah I know, Ethan said earlier."
"You saw Ethan? When?"
"He found me in a park, he followed me, a few hours after I hit Mia."
"Son of a bitch didn't tell us!"
"I asked him not to. Don't be mad at Ethan for my actions." The lift doors burst open into another reception. I recognise this one, very well. My insides are doing somersaults, I feel like I'm gonna puke, this is not good. Elliot pushes me from his arms out the door. He follows behind blocking my exit. I can physically feel my heart beating. I stumble forward, I can feel myself teetering and just as I'm about to face plant, I feel his arms wrap round me. Holding me tightly, not letting me drop. I can barely breathe, I don't want to look into his eyes and feel his rejection but the sadist in me pushes my eyes up his body as I scramble to my feet. The cast is off his leg and I can see a cane nearby. His arms feel as strong and reliable as the first day we met, his body although covered I can feel it bristling with the same electricity as mine. His chin is covered in designer stubble, either that or he hasn't shaved today, his lips look warm and inviting. We are now standing face to face, he still hasn't let me go. I can feel desire spreading leisurely throughout my body. I lift my hands to run through his hair, he doesn't stop me. I can feel his hands moving up my back into my hair and down my front. I'm about to look him in the eye when he pushes me back against the nearest wall. He pins me with his thighs and I can tell at least part of him is pleased to see me! He still won't look at me. He grabs my arms and pins them above me, I'm now entirely at his mercy.
"Ahem! Anastasia Rose Steele you have a lot of explaining to do young lady!" My mother's voice bellows from behind Christian. He drops my hands and turns his back to me before hobbling into his office. Damn why won't he look at me?!
"Mum! I missed you" I launch myself at her and she wraps me up stroking and kissing my hair.
"Ana your soaked! You need a hot bath and to get those clothes off as soon as possible!"
I hear a feint groan coming from Christian's direction, but no one else pays any attention, I must be hearing things!
"Ana! We need words!" Kate grabs me too.
"Sorry. I had to do something..." I trail off when I see Grace.
"I hope that's put an end to all this nonsense once and for all. Mia is an easily led young woman..."
"Don't mom" Grace looks over speechless.
"Christian?"
"Don't stand there and fucking defend her and her scummy family" he roars.
"Its ok son, they are gone now. I'm here nothing will happen again" Kate, mum and I feel like a bunch of voyeurs watching this private family moment. We shuffle out the door, I'm at the back and for some reason I can't leave the room.
"I know you are mom but it's not you I want" please look at me, please say it's me you want! I'm already yours baby, heart and soul! I can't help myself
"Who do you want then Christian?" If I could kick myself I really would. I find myself staring into cold hard Grey eyes. There's no sparkle, no life, no love. It's not me! I can feel the tears threatening to break through the dam I've built up, no I refuse to cry over him again. Fuck one solitary tear zig-zags it's way down my face. I cannot break contact, it hurts to keep linked to him but I'm like a moth attracted to his flame. His eyes melt like molten lava in front of me, I see the passion, the desire, the darkness, I can see his soul.
"I want you Ana." I run to his arms and kiss him with everything I have. "I don't want you to die from hypothermia though Miss Steele!"
"Yes sir" I whisper. I can feel his body shudder. He leans forward to try to lift me, but I stop him.
"I don't think that's a good idea now is it?" He laughs. I walk over to the door with limpy following behind.
"Taylor, we need a car, to Escala please...myself and Miss Steele...thank you." I smile at him. He takes my hand and we board the lift with everyone else. My mum thrusts a phone into my hand.
"Hello?"
"You off chasing the boys Ana?"
"Something like that Dad!"
"Are you going to stay there then? With your young man?"
"I don't know dad"
"Do what makes you happy sweetheart"
"Thanks dad. I love you"
"I love you too, and if your mother asks I really shouted at you okay?"
"Yes dad"
I hand the phone back to my mum she says goodnight to my father and puts it away.
We step out in the lobby. Grace is organising everyone into the correct vehicles, it's not that difficult a job to do! Mum and Grace head off to Bellevue. Kate and Elliot are going to his apartment in the pike market district, or at least I think that's what they said? A district named after a fish? You live and learn! Christian and I are off to Escala, a little piece of heaven on earth. I hug everyone goodbye and climb into the car.
We arrive quickly, and I'm soon I'm the huge room that is his lounge/dining/kitchen and ballroom all in one! He drags me into his room, into his en suite. He fills the bath with bubbles and orders me to strip. I'm hesitant as he hasn't looked at me since Grey House.
"Ana take your clothes off and get get in the damn tub!"
"You could at least aim to be polite Christian!" I slowly begin to strip knowing he's watching me in the mirror. I stop when only my underwear remains. It's the cotton bra and pants with the embroidered hearts he gave me. I see his eyes prowling over my reflection. I walk over to him
"Are you gonna sit and watch me like a pervert or are you gonna show me that you do actually want me?" His hands immediately are on me, he unhooks my bra and throws it away then yanks off my panties. He balls them up and smells them. God that turns me on.
"Get in the bath Ana"
"Only if you'll join me..." there is no hesitation, he pulls his t-shirt over his head and drops his jeans. His underwear comes off showing his battle scarred body. His wounds have mainly healed. He has some small marks on his chest.
"Stop staring at them Anastasia! They don't change me."
"They did though, they made you send me away"
"Ana...fuck, I was in a bad place... I still love you, I thought you'd be better if you were free, you weren't happy baby"
"I thought you hated me!"
"I didn't want you to resent me Ana and you were starting to, it hurt me to send you away but, fuck Ana, you ran to a different country!"
"I had to find her..."
"I know, baby, I know" he pulls me close. I can feel the magnetism growing between us.
"Bathtime" I step into the bathtub pulling him with me.
I sit facing him, he pulls me forward onto his lap so I'm straddling him. I lean forward and kiss him with everything I have he returns my kiss with the same firey passion. I moan and his young enters my mouth, gently licking me and enticing me to do a sultry tango with him. His hands snake around my waist to my thighs he pulls me closer his mouth breaks contact with mine and he indulges my nipples. He pulls and elongates them them with his hands, bringing me near the point of climax but letting me teeter on the edge before withdrawing his stimulation. His fingers caress down my body and over my thighs. He brings his hand you and inserts his fingers into me. The electricity flowing through us I feel like I should be lit up like a Christmas tree! He rolls his thumb over my clit and my whole body convulses. He releases my nipple and grabs my wrists. He pulls the round behind me and ties them together with the rope from a soap on a rope, I raise my eyebrow at him. He growls back possessively before living me gently and slamming me down on his waiting penis. I grind my hips against enjoying the friction. The water sloshes about around us. He lifts and drops me moving me by my thighs, I can feel my body tingling, I'm nearly there, I can feel my orgasm, the waves of pleasure cascade over me, my body concludes over and over and over again. I can feel him come to, I milk him for every last drop. I collapse into his arms resting my head on his chest. We lie there content and happy for a few minutes before it dawns on me when we are there.
"Could you untie me? I think I'm meant to be getting clean Mr Grey and your distracting me!"
"We are just getting started baby" he growls "you are mine, only mine Anastasia." He purrs in my ear. "I'm gonna fuck you till your sore baby. I want your juices spurting out of you Ana. I want to take you to heaven then fuck you all the way back down" I moan.
"I am yours baby. Take me any way you want me."
He lifts me to standing and stands up too. We step out together onto the waiting bath mat. He pulls the plug and leads me over to the shower, I'm gonna be wrinklier than a prune at this rate!
"Lets get you washed Anastasia then I think you've been naughty"
"Yes sir, I've been really, really wicked."
He prowls towards me washcloth in hand and he turns on the shower. He soaps me up all over and rinses me clean, then he lathers up my hair massaging my scalp. His hands pus into my head. I fall to my knees as he rubs my head. I look up at him, he's lost in his own world. I know one way to bring him back to the here and now. I grab his cock and suck it gently, I hear him gasp. I massage the tip with my undulating tongue before sliding along its length, taking the whole of him in my mouth feeling every bump and and throbbing vein. I slide up and down his impressive length slowly taking my time. I can feel the water cascading down over my head, I can feel him struggling to hold on as he rinses my hair. He drops the shower head, I don't know if it was intentional or not but it lands between my thighs spraying my clit. My body shudders as the water pressure rises suddenly. I hold on to his arse and quicken my pace. I hear him let out a primal growl as he comes hard and fast in my mouth. I go to stand but he pins me down. I can feel myself building again, I look up at him and the water goes off, leaving me on the brink.
"You are a very, very naughty girl. I think you need a spanking" oh God, I'm practically drooling!
He grabs two towels off the rail and wraps one round himself before wrapping me up in one. He pats and strokes me dry, setting every nerve ending on fire.
"Bed! Now!" Oh God I think tonight is gonna be the best night of my life!
So back to the kinkyness I will deal with Christian's on going issues, and they will rear their ugly head again, I'm not sweeping it under the carpet I promise! Leave a review and let me know what you think.
CarrieJ x
Thanks to my Twitter friends for you kinky suggestions, I may have used some... I also have to give credit to my hubby for one line, you might spot it, it's not one I'd have written! Thanks for all the lovely reviews hope you like the next one... As always
Enjoy...
I sob until it hurts. I have no tears left, my body has become devoid of all emotion. I get up from the floor and head to the cupboard, I pull out my possessions and shove them in my little red suitcase. My mission here has been accomplished, it's time to go home. Mum will know what to do. I zip the case shut and leave the key with the landlord downstairs. I trudge out the door and walk up the street. I keep my head down as I'm in no mood to be polite. My eyes are burning in the fresh air and my head feels like it's going to explode, but none of that matters. Mum will make me better. I walk and walk, not really knowing where I'm going, only having a vague familiarity with Seattle. I'm looking for the airport, I should have got a taxi and now I'm lost. My inner sense of numbness is beginning to retract and the pain is too much. I drop onto a bench. It feels comforting and familiar and calms me again. I raise my head and look around. I'm at the park where we had our picnic! I recall that day with joy only to feel the weight of his rejection pile onto me again.
"... Well I'm sorry I can't stand here and watch you wallow in self pity anymore, you don't even look at me! Do I repulse you that much? Do you want me to go? Your pushing me out out and anytime I try to find out why no one wants to talk to me! FUCK! Christian?! Are you even listening to me? I need to know what you want and I'm gonna stand here until you tell me!"
The bastard let me stand there for an hour before staring directly into my eyes
"Fuck off Ana" no emotion, no explanation, nothing!
"Fine I'll go pack now then. Good bye Christian. I still love you" nothing. He can see the tears streaming down my face but there is no reaction. I head upstairs and pack.
"I'm going now." I lean forward to place a gentle kiss on his cheek and he recoils from me.
That was the moment I realised I'd lost him.
"Here" I'm dragged back to the here and now and see a handkerchief being waved at me.
"Thanks" I gratefully accept it from the stranger. I dry my eyes, again, wondering how my body can produce quite so many tears. I look at the man that has sat beside me. It's Ethan!
"Ethan?"
"Hi Ana" he looks at me with pity like I have a dead relative.
"Why are you here did you follow me? Doesn't your little bitch need you?"
"Ana, I get your emotional so I'm gonna ignore that last part, and she's fine by the way, just a black eye. Hell yeah I followed you, I saw the state you were in leaving Mia's! Ana you are on missing persons reports both here and at home, everyone is trying to find you Steele and here you are alone, when there is no need to be!"
"I couldn't call, then you'd find me! I has issues to resolve with miss grey that was more important"
"Really Ana? SERIOUSLY? Kate is beside herself, your Mum has been making pleas on the news, she even came here Ana! She's staying with Grace in Bellevue. I'll take you to her now if you want"
"No. I'm going home, I never want to see another Grey so long as I live! I'm done with the drama, I'm done with the emotional rollercoaster, I'm just done Ethan. I'm tired and I have a plane to catch if you'll excuse me."
I stand and Ethan lets me pass. He looks upset but he'll get over it. I walk and walk trying in vain to find the airport, I end up at a bus stop. I wait, just my luck no busses are due for another hour. The day is slipping by and I know that Ethan will have told everyone where I am and where I'm heading. It starts to rain, the rain that soaks through all your clothes instantly. I'm drenched and my hair is stuck to my head. My suitcase doesn't look like it's holding up well either, that'll teach me not to buy cheap luggage! It's slowly getting darker. I take a good look around, this does not look like the friendliest neighbourhood to be in after dark! I grab my sodden case and trundle on in the rain. I decide to try to get back into the heart of the city where there will be lots of people and I'll blend in a bit better. I walk at an almost frantic pace when I notice out the corner of my eye that I'm being followed! It's about 200 yards behind me and its definitely tailing me. I put my head down and pick up my pace so that I'm almost jogging with my case bashing along behind me. I twist and turn up and down side streets in between buildings yet this car is always there. I stop at the first high-rise I come to. I sit on top of my suitcase on the pavement outside. There are lots of people milling about and the car appears to have gone. Once I've caught my breath I head to the nearest bus stop. I look at the timetable there is one due in five minutes that will take me to SeaTac. I glance about at my surroundings. They seem familiar. Across the road is a large tower block, it looks like an office complex. It looks like it's entirely made of glass and it shipments in the moonlight, the name is etched across the impressive front doors, I can't read it from here. I squint my eyes trying to make it out but I really can't. I see a fleet of black Audi people carriers pull up outside the building. An attractive blonde holds the door open. Two older women get out the first car, they have their arms linked together, they stride through the doors the next car contains a young couple, he is tall and muscular and she has flame red hair that I would recognise anywhere. I sit frozen to the spot, knowing where I am and who is about to emerge from the final vehicle. He stands tall, broad and muscular. He has a cane and is still every ounce the Adonis. I can feel the chemistry we have crackling through the air between us, every hair on my body is standing up. I want to jump up and run over to him, but I won't. Just as I think he's about to turn around my bus comes, I can't be here, the pain of seeing him lances through me. I jump aboard and pay my money. I sit down and look out of the window. He catches my eye barely for a second and then he's gone.
The bus trundles slowly through the streets of Seattle. It's taking every ounce of strength I have not to jump up and stop the bus. I can do this, I can leave. I feel my hand hitting the stop button before I even realise I've done it. I grab my case and run back towards Grey House. The cars are gone and the place is eerily quiet. I didn't imagine it, I know I'm not going mad! I stop outside the door and contemplate my next move. Mum and Kate are in there, they won't let anything happen to me. It's not as if my life could get any worse, unless of course, he rejects me in front of everyone, that would top the misery I'm in right now. I hesitate and step back. The door swings open
"We've been waiting for you Miss Steele" she smiles the fake blonde bimbo smile. I know she must have a brain but she sure is playing the dumb blonde to perfection.
"Yeah...sure you have!" I can't help it sarcasm runs through my veins.
"If you'd follow me"
"Erm, no, sorry, I made a mistake, I have to go" I go to grab my bag but it's gone, I bet Taylor took it, damn that man! He's too bloody sneaky!
"Where exactly? Where is more important than here? Your mother is beside herself upstairs, your best friend has barely slept for a week and you boyfriend needs you so where do you have to go that's more fucking important than that Ana? I'd love to know!" Elliott's voice booms around the vast lobby.
"My boyfriend? I don't have one Elliot didn't you hear, he dumped me, and as for Kate and mum I hardly think here is an appropriate place!"
"Then explain this to me Ana, why are you here?" I don't know! Why am I here? I look up at Elliot confused as hell I can see I'm not leaving, he can see I'm not leaving, but I can't seem to move forwards either.
"I don't know" he grabs my hand and pulls me into the lift. I try to fight my way out but I'm exhausted and hungry and still very wet. I stop fighting him and he holds me tightly in his embrace.
"Christian is a dick sometimes Ana but he loves you. You leaving pulled him back from wherever he went. He has been searching for you, Taylor has been all over the country looking and we find you through Ethan? And even then it's that first wee temper of yours that gets you caught. Mia's fine by the way"
"Yeah I know, Ethan said earlier."
"You saw Ethan? When?"
"He found me in a park, he followed me, a few hours after I hit Mia."
"Son of a bitch didn't tell us!"
"I asked him not to. Don't be mad at Ethan for my actions." The lift doors burst open into another reception. I recognise this one, very well. My insides are doing somersaults, I feel like I'm gonna puke, this is not good. Elliot pushes me from his arms out the door. He follows behind blocking my exit. I can physically feel my heart beating. I stumble forward, I can feel myself teetering and just as I'm about to face plant, I feel his arms wrap round me. Holding me tightly, not letting me drop. I can barely breathe, I don't want to look into his eyes and feel his rejection but the sadist in me pushes my eyes up his body as I scramble to my feet. The cast is off his leg and I can see a cane nearby. His arms feel as strong and reliable as the first day we met, his body although covered I can feel it bristling with the same electricity as mine. His chin is covered in designer stubble, either that or he hasn't shaved today, his lips look warm and inviting. We are now standing face to face, he still hasn't let me go. I can feel desire spreading leisurely throughout my body. I lift my hands to run through his hair, he doesn't stop me. I can feel his hands moving up my back into my hair and down my front. I'm about to look him in the eye when he pushes me back against the nearest wall. He pins me with his thighs and I can tell at least part of him is pleased to see me! He still won't look at me. He grabs my arms and pins them above me, I'm now entirely at his mercy.
"Ahem! Anastasia Rose Steele you have a lot of explaining to do young lady!" My mother's voice bellows from behind Christian. He drops my hands and turns his back to me before hobbling into his office. Damn why won't he look at me?!
"Mum! I missed you" I launch myself at her and she wraps me up stroking and kissing my hair.
"Ana your soaked! You need a hot bath and to get those clothes off as soon as possible!"
I hear a feint groan coming from Christian's direction, but no one else pays any attention, I must be hearing things!
"Ana! We need words!" Kate grabs me too.
"Sorry. I had to do something..." I trail off when I see Grace.
"I hope that's put an end to all this nonsense once and for all. Mia is an easily led young woman..."
"Don't mom" Grace looks over speechless.
"Christian?"
"Don't stand there and fucking defend her and her scummy family" he roars.
"Its ok son, they are gone now. I'm here nothing will happen again" Kate, mum and I feel like a bunch of voyeurs watching this private family moment. We shuffle out the door, I'm at the back and for some reason I can't leave the room.
"I know you are mom but it's not you I want" please look at me, please say it's me you want! I'm already yours baby, heart and soul! I can't help myself
"Who do you want then Christian?" If I could kick myself I really would. I find myself staring into cold hard Grey eyes. There's no sparkle, no life, no love. It's not me! I can feel the tears threatening to break through the dam I've built up, no I refuse to cry over him again. Fuck one solitary tear zig-zags it's way down my face. I cannot break contact, it hurts to keep linked to him but I'm like a moth attracted to his flame. His eyes melt like molten lava in front of me, I see the passion, the desire, the darkness, I can see his soul.
"I want you Ana." I run to his arms and kiss him with everything I have. "I don't want you to die from hypothermia though Miss Steele!"
"Yes sir" I whisper. I can feel his body shudder. He leans forward to try to lift me, but I stop him.
"I don't think that's a good idea now is it?" He laughs. I walk over to the door with limpy following behind.
"Taylor, we need a car, to Escala please...myself and Miss Steele...thank you." I smile at him. He takes my hand and we board the lift with everyone else. My mum thrusts a phone into my hand.
"Hello?"
"You off chasing the boys Ana?"
"Something like that Dad!"
"Are you going to stay there then? With your young man?"
"I don't know dad"
"Do what makes you happy sweetheart"
"Thanks dad. I love you"
"I love you too, and if your mother asks I really shouted at you okay?"
"Yes dad"
I hand the phone back to my mum she says goodnight to my father and puts it away.
We step out in the lobby. Grace is organising everyone into the correct vehicles, it's not that difficult a job to do! Mum and Grace head off to Bellevue. Kate and Elliot are going to his apartment in the pike market district, or at least I think that's what they said? A district named after a fish? You live and learn! Christian and I are off to Escala, a little piece of heaven on earth. I hug everyone goodbye and climb into the car.
We arrive quickly, and I'm soon I'm the huge room that is his lounge/dining/kitchen and ballroom all in one! He drags me into his room, into his en suite. He fills the bath with bubbles and orders me to strip. I'm hesitant as he hasn't looked at me since Grey House.
"Ana take your clothes off and get get in the damn tub!"
"You could at least aim to be polite Christian!" I slowly begin to strip knowing he's watching me in the mirror. I stop when only my underwear remains. It's the cotton bra and pants with the embroidered hearts he gave me. I see his eyes prowling over my reflection. I walk over to him
"Are you gonna sit and watch me like a pervert or are you gonna show me that you do actually want me?" His hands immediately are on me, he unhooks my bra and throws it away then yanks off my panties. He balls them up and smells them. God that turns me on.
"Get in the bath Ana"
"Only if you'll join me..." there is no hesitation, he pulls his t-shirt over his head and drops his jeans. His underwear comes off showing his battle scarred body. His wounds have mainly healed. He has some small marks on his chest.
"Stop staring at them Anastasia! They don't change me."
"They did though, they made you send me away"
"Ana...fuck, I was in a bad place... I still love you, I thought you'd be better if you were free, you weren't happy baby"
"I thought you hated me!"
"I didn't want you to resent me Ana and you were starting to, it hurt me to send you away but, fuck Ana, you ran to a different country!"
"I had to find her..."
"I know, baby, I know" he pulls me close. I can feel the magnetism growing between us.
"Bathtime" I step into the bathtub pulling him with me.
I sit facing him, he pulls me forward onto his lap so I'm straddling him. I lean forward and kiss him with everything I have he returns my kiss with the same firey passion. I moan and his young enters my mouth, gently licking me and enticing me to do a sultry tango with him. His hands snake around my waist to my thighs he pulls me closer his mouth breaks contact with mine and he indulges my nipples. He pulls and elongates them them with his hands, bringing me near the point of climax but letting me teeter on the edge before withdrawing his stimulation. His fingers caress down my body and over my thighs. He brings his hand you and inserts his fingers into me. The electricity flowing through us I feel like I should be lit up like a Christmas tree! He rolls his thumb over my clit and my whole body convulses. He releases my nipple and grabs my wrists. He pulls the round behind me and ties them together with the rope from a soap on a rope, I raise my eyebrow at him. He growls back possessively before living me gently and slamming me down on his waiting penis. I grind my hips against enjoying the friction. The water sloshes about around us. He lifts and drops me moving me by my thighs, I can feel my body tingling, I'm nearly there, I can feel my orgasm, the waves of pleasure cascade over me, my body concludes over and over and over again. I can feel him come to, I milk him for every last drop. I collapse into his arms resting my head on his chest. We lie there content and happy for a few minutes before it dawns on me when we are there.
"Could you untie me? I think I'm meant to be getting clean Mr Grey and your distracting me!"
"We are just getting started baby" he growls "you are mine, only mine Anastasia." He purrs in my ear. "I'm gonna fuck you till your sore baby. I want your juices spurting out of you Ana. I want to take you to heaven then fuck you all the way back down" I moan.
"I am yours baby. Take me any way you want me."
He lifts me to standing and stands up too. We step out together onto the waiting bath mat. He pulls the plug and leads me over to the shower, I'm gonna be wrinklier than a prune at this rate!
"Lets get you washed Anastasia then I think you've been naughty"
"Yes sir, I've been really, really wicked."
He prowls towards me washcloth in hand and he turns on the shower. He soaps me up all over and rinses me clean, then he lathers up my hair massaging my scalp. His hands pus into my head. I fall to my knees as he rubs my head. I look up at him, he's lost in his own world. I know one way to bring him back to the here and now. I grab his cock and suck it gently, I hear him gasp. I massage the tip with my undulating tongue before sliding along its length, taking the whole of him in my mouth feeling every bump and and throbbing vein. I slide up and down his impressive length slowly taking my time. I can feel the water cascading down over my head, I can feel him struggling to hold on as he rinses my hair. He drops the shower head, I don't know if it was intentional or not but it lands between my thighs spraying my clit. My body shudders as the water pressure rises suddenly. I hold on to his arse and quicken my pace. I hear him let out a primal growl as he comes hard and fast in my mouth. I go to stand but he pins me down. I can feel myself building again, I look up at him and the water goes off, leaving me on the brink.
"You are a very, very naughty girl. I think you need a spanking" oh God, I'm practically drooling!
He grabs two towels off the rail and wraps one round himself before wrapping me up in one. He pats and strokes me dry, setting every nerve ending on fire.
"Bed! Now!" Oh God I think tonight is gonna be the best night of my life!
So back to the kinkyness I will deal with Christian's on going issues, and they will rear their ugly head again, I'm not sweeping it under the carpet I promise! Leave a review and let me know what you think.
CarrieJ x
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